The Void Phase: Nothing is good enough
But the thought of writing a blog or doing a voice over and uploading the videos that I took for YouTube never left me.
Seeing other people try and upload the videos despite the outcome or the response from the viewers does drive the motivation just not enough for me to do voice over. I still haven't been able to over come the lack of motivation on this Youtube part.
As for the writing a blog, thoughts wander in my head but i never took the initiative to write. Sometimes, I even think wow this content is so good i should write more about it.
Few seconds later I feel really this is all you can think of? its barely even a sentence whats the use of writing this up,lets wait for something that can blow up the mind.
Honestly, it never did. So i thought atleast why not write whats running in my mind right now and go on with the flow.
Not to confuse or demotivate the readers with my story but I must say I am in state of confusion with life, what do i want? Is it to become someone who i wanted to be years ago or pursue the current carrier because i don't want all my work to go in vain or quit everything relax spend time with family then do the thing that i want most at the time.
Deep down, I am a person who wants it all. I want a carrier, health, relationship, a passion that drives me to learn more, to be happy and alive.
This might sound like one big fantasy and i know it is, Although with enough perseverance, patience, planning there is a good chance that i can atleast achieve half of it.
And that starts with writing a blog, I may not write daily or bi-weekly or each month. Pretty sure I am no quitter.
Let's chat!
I call this my void phase nothing is good enough.
How do you handle this phase of your life and what do you call it?
Let me know your thoughts in comments below!
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Could personally connect with it. I guess most people are in the same state currently.
ReplyDeleteGreat that you could relate. Hope you find a way to cope with it!
DeleteLife will test our patience and cosistency in some of point of time .. i am sure that thing will changee... be consistent on your passison one or other day ..you will shine for sure
ReplyDeleteI try and I will keep trying!
DeleteI’ve always believed that the moments when nothing feels good enough are exactly when we’re closest to something profound. These voids, these feelings of creative emptiness or chasing perfection, aren’t obstacles, they’re guides. They remind us that we care deeply about what we create, that we’re not content with mediocrity, that we want to put a dent in the universe.
ReplyDeleteGreat perspective!
DeleteBeen there! Done that! You give yourself a reason for everything. You tell yourself but i like it i want it but i have no time but thats not good enough but that is not going to help but i am just tired now i will do it tomorrow but but but... The but Phase! The only thing that helped me was taking a step away, talking about it and taking time to getting better at it and coming back to it and then let your heart remind you why you started all this in the first place. Heart will tell you why was this your passion... Reason behind it. Step back! Learn more, improve the work and come back and enjoy!
ReplyDeleteGlad you could relate. But how do you decide it’s the right time to step back? I feel that’s just as important as knowing why we need to.
DeleteTake your time. You don’t have to choose everything at once. Sometimes clarity comes slowly, and that’s perfectly fine. What matters is that you keep listening to yourself and move towards what brings you peace, purpose and joy.
ReplyDeleteSure thing!
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