Venting: A Step Toward Growth

As much as I like to find positivity in negativity, honestly, I am not as positive as I want myself to be.

No matter how hard I try to build confidence in life, I struggle. 

I don’t know if it’s stress, hormones, health, or past trauma—something keeps holding me back. But one thing I know for sure—I’m not ready to quit.

Sometimes, I think about taking a step back and relaxing for a long time. However, I can’t even stand the thought of doing that. Maybe it’s in my genes or just part of who I am.

I tend to use the internet to gain knowledge, which I do sometimes, but I also use it for entertainment—mostly entertainment. And while gaining knowledge is great, it’s useless unless applied somewhere.

Entertainment is good in moderation, but if it leads to procrastination and erases the knowledge we've gathered, it becomes harmful.

Sometimes, I try to be productive, but when I feel that I lack perfection, it annoys me to the point where I want to quit, no matter how much I want to continue. 

Later, I regret the choice, and the thought of quitting scares me—maybe because I fear becoming dependent on others and not being as valuable as I used to be. 

I start questioning myself—what do I really want? What am I good at? Is quitting truly what I want? And what if I quit, only to realize I want to reclaim my place?

You may ask, “So what’s the conclusion, Sita?”

All I can say is—it's okay to feel depressed, stressed, or burned out. The key is to keep trying to break that cycle. As people say, manifestation is always the key to self-growth.

The more we desire to do something, the higher the chances that we will actually do it in the near future.

Want a perfect example? Here’s one. I’ve been thinking about stopping procrastination for quite some time now, and here I am—taking my first step by venting out my thoughts through this blog.

At this point, I’m confident that I will take more steps toward what I truly want pretty soon. :)

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Oh, and love yourself 😉❤️ 

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