Looking Back

Hey guys, 

It's me again ranting about my feelings and thoughts ofcourse. 

Today, I was looking back at my social media handles seeing each post that I ever posted. 

Noticing the differences starting from likes, how many people were commenting, the captions, the hashtags and ofcourse the photos that I posted. 

I must agree there is immense changes there in each of these. 

The likes and comments were fluctuating mostly because people find you interesting when they enter your life and it goes down due to various reason be it your character, the time they have or they may have found more interesting person than you. 

The captions: I was silly most of the times, trying to be trendy at the time and all that but didn't work out for me though. 

Now, I do feel that most of captions could have been better. But, still I think that it just suited that timeline. 

The hashtags: Yeah, totally that didn't suit me either, could have avoided it. 

I feel that wasn't necessary yet I am still using those so called hashtags just you know trying to be in trend and all that.

The photos: Some are so dumb to be honest and the photo skills still trying to do better.

Now, you might ask what's with bad mouthing yourself Sita?

All, I have said now are just the dumb things that I did trying to fit in.

But, there are also things that I have done because I liked it. It may not be perfect, trendy or matured.

It's just that trying to see how we are changing time to time. 

We may or may not have improved over the time period but that shouldn't stop us from wanting/ trying to do better in life.

But, I can say I did those for myself or because I love doing it and I have the confidence and will try to do better job on those.

Honestly, I did not have the same maturity, the dressing skills, the communication skills that I have now, four years ago.

 And, the willingness I have to learn new stuff each day and the passion that I have towards the things I love. I consider that a  progress. 

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